Rows and floes of angel hair
And ice cream castles in the air
And feather canyons everywhere
I've looked at clouds that way

But now they only block the sun
They rain and snow on everyone
So many things I would have done
But clouds got in my way
I've looked at clouds from both sides now
From up and down, and still somehow
It's cloud illusions I recall
I really don't know clouds at all

Moons and Junes and Ferris wheels
The dizzy dancing way you feel
As every fairy tale comes real
I've looked at love that way

But now it's just another show
You leave 'em laughing when you go
And if you care, don't let them know
Don't give yourself away

I've looked at love from both sides now
From give and take, and still somehow
It's love's illusions I recall
I really don't know love at all

Tears and fears and feeling proud
To say "I love you" right out loud
Dreams and schemes and circus crowds
I've looked at life that way

But now old friends are acting strange
They shake their heads, they say I've changed
Well something's lost, but something's gained
In living every day

I've looked at life from both sides now
From win and lose and still somehow
It's life's illusions I recall
I really don't know life at all

I've looked at life from both sides now
From up and down, and still somehow
It's life's illusions I recall
I really don't know life at all



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"Both Sides, Now" as written by Joni Mitchell

Lyrics © Joni Mitchell/Crazy Crow Music/Siquomb Music, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC

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    My Opinion:Much here is in reply to JohnGault below:

    The singer doesn't believe great things will just happen. Indeed, she makes some great things happen; she lived those "Moons and Junes and ferris wheels". They're not purely fantasy. Her disappointment comes when she later learns that love isn't always excitement and novelty, "And if you care", you don't let your loved ones know when you're just going through the motions.

    The clouds aren't cynical philosophy. To her, in her innocence, they're only deeply marvelous constructs. In her adulthood, she gains a new perspective that they're annoying and inconvenient. There's nothing cynical about either view: some beautiful days you can sit in a field and marvel at the clouds, and some days bad weather will ruin your plans.

    Furthermore, even in her adulthood, when she has these more complete, less innocent pictures of clouds, love, and life, the moments that she remembers best are the "illusions". Most people (including me) assume the illusions she's remembering are the fun bits, though there's nothing syntactically preventing "illusions" from instead referring to the not-so-fun bits. Either way, she suggests that to really know clouds, love, and life, you have to remember the complete picture; the up and down; the give and take; the win and lose. She sees that she doesn't tend to do that and therefore doesn't truly understand clouds, love, or life.

    (But is that a bad thing? I think it's fine to dwell on the good stuff while being aware of the down sides, which seems to be what the singer does.)

    I won't go into a diatribe against Objectivism. I will suggest that even though I disagree with much of your interpretation, you're obviously intelligent and from the way you write I suspect soulful enough to come up with a conclusion to what clouds, love, and life really are without relying on Ayn Rand's ideas, which is fitting considering the song talks about looking at things from a second perspective.
    Flag ryosoon April 19, 2013   Link
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    Song Meaning:Children raised on fairly tales and illusions battle reality sometimes throughout their entire lives - they believe great things will just happen. As they see the end of their lives draw closer, their disappointment grows stronger. As young adults, they will undoubtedly encounter the cynicism of the prevailing philosophy our intellectuals have fallen for and our culture is now steeped in (the clouds). These are the both sides, and what Ms. Mitchell so beautifully observed are not life at all. Unfortunately, she either thought it was artistically superior to leave it at that, or she was still incapable of saying just what life is. To finish the song, great things can happen in real life if people are taught and permitted to exist with full recognition of the facts of reality and their individual rights are fully protected. It seems fairly obvious what the human mind is capable of when we use reason and only reason to guide us. I think Ayn Rand could write the last verse for Joni.
    Flag JohnGaulton March 16, 2013   Link
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    General Comment:I've always loved the lyrics to this song. I especially like the later version... she's older and has truly seen both sides of life. I believe her when she sings it.
    Flag VAis4Lvrson March 05, 2013   Link
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    General Comment:I was a teenager back in the 60s when this song was released (Judy Collins singing) , and I must have heard it dozens of times since then. But the other day I heard it on satellite radio, and something just clicked...I think it was the first time I really LISTENED to the lyrics.

    I logged on later that night and looked up the lyrics on this site. So much is going on in this song: Your innocence when exposed to things for the first time, then your experiences which can be sobering and then the realization that nothing is ever as simple or as pure as it might seem.

    A beautiful song : melody, lyrics, meaning...

    Flagged Polecat39on November 12, 2012   Link
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    General Comment:Everyone has more or less got it, I like gabrieldivine's summary the best, and I would add just one thing which I don't think anyone else has mentioned:

    The innocent child looking up at the sky in wonderment and seeing ice-cream castles is looking at clouds from down below; later on in life you might fly over them in an aeroplane and by this time, being a bit more grown up, understand that they are just a weather phenomenon, there is no magic kingdom on the other side. Now you are looking at them from up above. So you have seen clouds from both sides - from down below as a child, from up above in an aeroplane. I think that sits nicely with the song's theme of innocence and excitement giving way to disappointment and cycnicism. And Joni has form when it comes to writing reflective melancholy songs about aeroplanes (This Flight Tonight)
    Flag donutslikefannyson July 20, 2012   Link
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    General Comment:I take this a step further than the contrast of illusion and reality. It's what lies in the middle of the two extremes that life really is. "I've looked at clouds/life/love from both sides now.....I really don't know clouds/life/love at all." It doesn't have to be one way or the other, it can be both. She's having trouble coming to terms with that. Such as a person with borderline personality disorder has trouble viewing happenings in life. They vascillate between both extremes, it has to be good or bad. I love the depth and metaphors that she uses to capture the essence of this dilemna. She seems to be understanding the grey area by "there's something gained and something lost in living every day..." living is seeing both. Amazing.
    Flagged bonodukeon May 06, 2012   Link
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    General Comment:Life and indeed the world are a mystery. While we personally judge everything and every moment as "good" or "bad," that choice is the fundamental illusion. And that is worth remembering.

    It reminds me of the Zen monk who won a sports car. His friends said your lucky to win the car. But he went out and got in a crash. His friends said you are so unlucky to win the car. But he was in the hospital and his house was struck by lightning. If he had been home he would have surely been killed. His friends said he was so lucky to win the car. At what past moment was it "good" or "bad" to win the sports car for the monk? What future moment?

    I just try to live my life and smile at the beautiful mystery of it all in each moment. This song captures this idea.
    Flag GreatMacedonianon July 12, 2011   Link
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    Song Meaning:I was watching Love, Actually again for maybe the fifth time and I finally noticed this amazing song. I must have played it over and over 25 times in the past day or two. To me, it's about how we experience love and life "from both sides" but we tend to remember only the good (or just the side). As a result, we've missed the meaning or lesson we're meant to learn from the "other side".
    Flagged YVRKirbon December 26, 2010   Link
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    General Comment:To me this song is about the bitterness in the loss of innocence, and the grieving of this loss. The harshness of reality compared to the warmth and comfort of fantasy, and how what we desire ourselves to be will ultimately be destroyed through painful life experiences. It is about how no matter how good we wish to be, the world will rob us of most of what is good in us in our struggle to survive.
    Flag btealon November 29, 2010   Link
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    General Comment: I love how realistic this love song is. I love everything about it.
    Flag starshinesMoneton September 19, 2010   Link

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