I've faced the fathoms in your deep
Withstood the suitors quiet siege
Pulled down the heavens just to please you
Appease you
The wind blows and I know

I can't go on, digging roses from you grave
To linger on, beyond the beyond
Where the willows weep
And whirlpools sleep, you'll find me
The coarse tide reflects sky

And the night mare rides on, and the night mare rides on
With a December black psalm
And the night mare rides on
What I fear is lost here
The wind blows and I know

All you have to do is run away
And steal yourself from me
Become a mystery to gaze into
You're so cruel in all you do
But still I believe, I believe in you

So may you come with your own knives
You'll never take me alive
With all the force of what is true
Is there nothing I can do?

I can't go on, digging roses from you grave
To linger on, beyond the beyond
Where the willows weep
And whirlpools sleep, you'll find me

And the night mare rides on, and the night mare rides on
With a December black psalm
And the night mare rides on

I've faced the fathoms in your deep
Withstood the suitors quiet siege
Pulled down the heavens just to please you
To hold the flower I can't keep


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Behold! The Night Mare Lyrics as written by William Patrick Corgan

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    A loss - considering the time frame when this was composed, I'd say such loss would be the death of his mother, although the lyrics are ambiguous enough to fit into a simple breakup - hits him really hard, and he doesn't know how to escape from the sorrow that haunts him every day, hence the 'I can't go on digging roses from your grave'.

    With the loss, Billy doesn't know how to escape or how to retain the love from that lost person. He mentions how he did everything for her, enduring personal hell (the braces in your deep), loneliness (withstanding suitors), trying whatever that was possible and more (pulling down heavens), yet it was in vain.

    In a moment of pain, he thinks that all this person has to do is to go away swiftly - just 'become a mystery to gaze into, to run away' - but it's isn't possible, he can't get her out of his head. He even finds it unfair: 'You're so cruel'.

    The nightmare - pain - still rides on for him, as he can't seem to find a way to grief over the loss. That person demanded/meant much for him and that leaves him destroyed, but he is aware of the fact that this can't go on, he can't linger on the pain forever.

    It's no coincidence that this leads into 'For Martha', since there he finishes grieving. It's 13 minutes in total of pure, pure Corgan genius.

    Santiagofon March 11, 2009   Link

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