Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale, the pills that kill and take the pain away
Diet of life, shelter without, the face that cannot see inside yours and mine
When I'm hiding, when I need it, it lets me breathe
For our handle on this life, I don't believe this time
Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I'm a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I'll try again
Try to die again, try to live through this night
Try to die again
Forever fooling, free and using, sliding down the slide that breaks a will
Mothers angel, getting smarter, how smart are you to regress unfulfilled?
It's a damn shame,
When I'm hiding, when I need it, it lets me breathe
For our handle on this life, I don't believe this time
Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I'm a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I'll try again
Try to die again, try to live through this night
Try to die again


Lyrics submitted by -L3tH4L-, edited by RonaldA1993, KingofDiamonds, EddieMonster82

Suicide Note Pt. 1 song meanings
Add Your Thoughts

39 Comments

sort form View by:
  • 0
    General Comment

    I love the vibe from this song. Phil worse this after he was declared clinically dead after an OD. The lyrics you can tell it is about someone who's shit has gone completely south, life has hit rock bottom, is using drugs to get rid of the pain. It tells all the things going through his head and how he cannot make up his mind if he should end his misery (try to die again) or if he should try to endure it and try to rise up and live (try to live trough this night).

    RickSerranoon January 14, 2024   Link

Add your thoughts

Log in now to tell us what you think this song means.

Don’t have an account? Create an account with SongMeanings to post comments, submit lyrics, and more. It’s super easy, we promise!