All I do
I can still feel you

Numb all through
I can still feel you
Hear your call
Underneath it all
Kill my brain
Yet you still remain
Crucified
After all I've died
After all I've tried
You are still inside

All I do
I can still feel you

You remain
I am stained



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"Underneath It All" as written by Trent Reznor

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    General Comment:It's interesting reading all of these theories because I interpreted this entire album completely different. As far as I see it, The Fragile (left and right) are acts two and three of The Downward Spiral. The main character has killed himself at the end of TDS, and the beginning of Fragile left is him "waking" up on the other side. He's dead, and is making his journey to Hell. Imagine he's walking a path on the floor of a frozen lake. His living self is replaying scenes of his life on top of the lake, and as he journeys, he is watching it all over again. On his journey, he meets others on similar journeys, as well as "natives" telling him now he knows what it feels like to be away from his fucked up life. How ironic he'd have to relive it all in death. La mer is the end of TDS, and he is recalling his death. The Fragile right is him arriving in hell and him paying for what he took advantage of in his life. This is when he realizes that God tried to save him all his life but he fucked it up. He is alone, and he realizes that he is nothing but a martyr of a failed life. Ripe with Decay is him forced to live in eternity in the shell of a body he abused in life. He is nothing but decaying flesh forever.
    Flag xifenririxon December 21, 2010   Link
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    General Comment:I would agree with SeeInTheDark on this one. I also believe this song is written introspectively.

    I think the "you" the narrator is referring to is the destructive part of him- or herself. The part you can never escape from, no matter what you try. Drugs, sex. Whatever. You'll never be able to escape it. It's just this nagging feeling in this song..

    And I don't think that the crucifiction is about anything religious, it's just a metaphor for victimizing yourself and how that selfpity adds to the destructiveness.

    Flag b1rdg1rlon April 26, 2010   Link
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    General Comment:Why does everyone thinks it's about god/jesus? And even it was was, does it sound like a positive song to you? Maybe he was raised a christian so he was made to believe in that, and he always thought he was being punished when bad shit happened to him and he still feels that. Admittedly, I used to be a hardcore christian but it only took a year or so to fully erase those feelings. I doubt it was any harder for trent. Don't get me wrong though I didn't want to not be a christian, I always hated atheists but there were too many contradictions and things that didn't add up. But continuing with what I said before, I doubt trent also believed in god during the fragile era... that was his lowest point, so I've heard.

    Did anyone ever think that crucified could mean punished? Jesus wasn't the only one who was crucified. I think the "you" in this song might be pain. Think about it. Either this, or confusion [this would work better with "numb all though, I can still feel you"]. Pretty self explanatory after that, tries to escape with drugs and alcohol, yet you still remain. "crucified - after all I've died" refers to him being "punished" even though he is already in so much pain. He is stained because he's carried around these feelings for a very long time.
    Flag DJgifon May 26, 2009   Link
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    General Comment:I'd definitely have to agree with the first 3 comments on this. I think it's more to do with some kind of relationship break-up and an inability to move on from the person and what they did to him, in a nutshell.

    I really doubt it's about god. Especially when considering the fact that the Fragile is a concept album, and I don't really see how a song about god (especially one where Trent acknowledges the existence of a god) would fit in like this one does near the very very end of the album.
    Flag rxchyon March 16, 2009   Link
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    General Comment:Nine Inch Nails' The Fragile is permeated with a theme of fighting to move on from loss. The best album of 1999, and along with The Downward Spiral the finest work by Trent Reznor to date.
    The song 'Underneath It All', prior to the final coda, with it's repetition of 'all I do, I can still feel you' provides a focal point for the thematic elements of the album.
    Flag richard022on September 24, 2008   Link
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    General Comment:I think this song is about Jesus. Nothing about the song comes across as religious to me. I just think Jesus's goodness had a lasting impact on Trent and he can't forget.
    Of course I have never been religious, and only know Jesus was good based on what I hear.
    Flag derelictdistanton May 14, 2008   Link
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    General Comment:I don't know if this is just a rumor, but I remember hearing somewhere that The Fragile is a continuation of the storyline of The Downward Spiral. If that's true, then Underneath It All is probably about the fact that, even after everything that the main character (Trent) has been through, he can't get rid of the machine inside of him (machine = other side of Trent that was inhuman, like in "Ruiner" and "Big Man with a Gun"). Think about it:

    "after all I've died
    after all I've tried
    you are still inside"
    Even after the main character tried to kill himself in "The Downard Spiral", he hasn't been able to erase the machine inside him.
    Flag Cam-winon April 05, 2008   Link
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    General Comment:To me it it's introspective, not about someone else, only the narrator's own self and the inner conflict that will never go away, the things Mr. Reznor thought he could fix but couldn't, the part of himself that isn't him, the part that tried to take him over, the part he hates. Don't want to be wrong here so some other brave soul can try to elaborate.

    It's been bugging me for a while that no one suggested this.
    Flag SeeInTheDarkon March 27, 2008   Link
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    General Comment:I think it is a non descript reference to God or Jesus. I at first thought the song had to with being unable to remove the memory of something painful or once loved. But it was the word "Crucified" that didn't exactly sit well with that. Trent isn't the one to throw around a word to sound cool. To me the word crucified is the part of the song that pins it to God (a god as someone suggested) or Jesus. His last lines make more sense in this context, "You remain, I am stained," Jesus doesn't stop loving you no matter how much you sinned (or have been stained). Now I am by far not a super religious person so I'm not trying to right from that perspective. Its always been my believe that Trent wasn't anti-religion, anti-god (atheist). Rather, anti-corruption, corrupt religious leaders make a religion bad, overly strict dogma ruins religion. Or in a broader sense, corrupt people in general are the evil in the world.
    Flag neoritteron January 12, 2008   Link
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    General Comment:ahh, love.
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    what can you do.
    Flag the good guyon September 25, 2007   Link

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