Break me in, teach us to cheat
And to lie, cover up
What shouldn't be shared
All the truth's unwinding
Scraping away at my mind
Please stop asking me to describe

For one moment
I wish you'd hold your stage
With no feelings at all
Open minded
I'm sure I used to be so free

Self expressed, exhausting for all
To see and to be
What you want and what you need
The truth's unwinding
Scraping away at my mind
Please stop asking me to describe

For one moment
I wish you'd hold your stage
With no feelings at all
Open minded
I'm sure I used to be so free

For one moment
I wish you'd hold your stage
With no feelings at all
Open minded
I'm sure I used to be so free

Wash me away
Clean your body of me
Erase all the memories
They will only bring us pain
And I've seen, all I'll ever need



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Track duration: 07:21

"Citizen Erased [Live]" as written by Matthew James Bellamy

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    General Comment:Matt's quote:

    musewiki.org/…

    "It's an expression of what it feels like to be questioned. I spend more time than most people being asked about purpose, and it's a strange feeling. I don't really have the answers and I have to respond on the knowledge I have obtained so far, but the problem is that it gets printed, and something else has come along that's made you completely disagree with what you said".[1]
    Flag CharMarRuleson June 24, 2011   Link
  • -3
    General Comment:Not sure if anyone has mentioned this but the song was written for a friend of the band. It is in reference to her rape. They were trying to sum up how she felt.
    Flag RScarlettJHon March 17, 2011   Link
  • +1
    General Comment:The first verse seems to have an almost 1984 theme and along with the title of the song and the final verse makes me think this song is about trying to forget a lover much in the same way that many of the characters in 1984 were simply erased from existence.
    Flag Birdman0311on February 07, 2011   Link
  • 0
    General Comment:Citizen. Erased. (I wish)
    Flag silkythefairyon January 07, 2011   Link
  • 0
    General Comment:Definitely my favorite muse song ever. i definitely see the dystopian society theme in this song. It's about the world trying to change who we are, and make us all the same. Closing our minds to anything but the "truth" they try to shove down our throat. We are supposed to forget who we are and our values we learned as we were brought up, and take on the new values that society finds acceptable, and no knowledge thrives outside of their knowledge "cover up what shouldn't be shared". The person in this song has been brainwashed, and he's trying to remember who he was before. He has assumptions that he used to be more "open-minded."
    Flag ajstwins28on October 23, 2010   Link
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    My Interpretation:As with most Muse songs, it's about a dystopian future with a corrupt government. The coda is fantastic, and echoes 1984 really with the "erase all the memories".
    Flag talariaon September 14, 2010   Link
  • +1
    My Interpretation:i think of the first part, as covering up a crucial lie, which would change an important relationship (not necessarily a girl/boyfriend). Our character is rather messed up because of the wish to "to see and to be what you want and what you need" and because "the truth's unwinding, scraping away at my mind, please stop asking me to describe". Torn between wanting to dwell in the blissful ignorance ("for one moment, i wish...) and knowing that the truth must be uncovered. But since it is only for "one moment" he wishes to keep the secret, he obviously tell lie, which leads to part 2:

    the second part is when the lie have been uncovered and how our character reacts toward the affected person.
    just my 2 cents at the moment. Though i often interpret the song in different ways depending on my mood.
    About the rape interpretation; i might hold some truth, but it is just an annoying meaning for all of us who have not been affected by rape.

    Probably my favourite muse song.
    Flag faxek2fon June 22, 2010   Link
  • +1
    General Comment: I read through all the comments and no one has really said what I thought the song was about. When I first read the lyrics, I thought of it as Matt's feelings towards fame. How fame has affected him.


    The first line, "break me in", I think of as how the media is trying to break into him and find out everything about him.

    "teach us to cheat and to lie, cover up what shouldn't be shared?" To lie and cover up what shouldn't be shared, in my opinion, means to start lying about somethings about you to maybe an interviewer or someone because you never know what people will think if you say the truth. To cover up what shouldn't be shared is like how a celebrity always has to cover up for something they did wrong and he feels like he has to do that.

    "all the truth's unwinding, scraping away at my mind" He feels this way as the public starts to find out more about him that he doesn't want them to know.

    "please stop asking me to describe" Interviewers, paparazzi, fans, etc. always want to know every little detail about a celebrity and he just wants it all to stop. They want him to describe why he think differently to other people.

    "for one moment I wish you'd hold your stage with no feelings at all" I feel like this line is directed to all the people that judge him because he thinks differently.

    "open minded. I'm sure I used to be so free." This line makes me think that he wishes people were more open minded about his thoughts. Or by open minded, he wishes he could be opened minded and free like he used to be before people started judging him for being different. And now that people are acting this way to him, he feels like he's not allowed to be open minded about everything.

    "self-expressed, exhausting for all to see and to be" Here he is exhausting for everyone to understand his self-expression. He wants people to get an idea of what he sees instead of being so judgmental and not giving his thoughts a chance because they think he's crazy. They want him to be more mainstream and not so self-expressed.

    "wash me away, clean your body of me" I feel like this is what he thinks other people want. It's hard for me to explain. I feel he thinks people want him washed out of them, as in they don't want all they've heard from Matt to be in their life. They don't want his ideas to be stuck in their minds because they don't like it.

    "erase all the memories, they will only bring us pain and i've seen, all i'll ever need" This line is the same as the one before. He thinks people want all the memories of Matt's crazy and different thoughts erased from their memories because some of them may scare most of the public and bring them pain because it's different from what they have always thought. He probably thinks the public has seen enough of him and that's all they'll need from him.


    Yea, so that's what I thought about the meaning of the song, but I think the rape idea may also be the meaning. Tell me what you think of my idea. :)
    Flag DesandLayon June 12, 2010   Link
  • 0
    General Comment:I think this song is political, about someone who is a posterboy of sorts for a government. All of this dark information is passed to him, but he's told to ignore its existence, and to lead the public away from it with everything he says. He's tired of it, and of all the constraints on him as he can't live his life anymore. His freedom (citizenship) was erased by the government's need to control information.
    Flag shoop45on May 17, 2010   Link
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    General Comment:There is absolutely no doubt in my mind that this song is about 1984's Winston and his struggle against O'Brien and Himself. In the book and the song Winston drifts in and out of compliance and resistance to O'Briens will before totally being brainwashed. Much of this song describes this limbo period. The end of the song is his dialogue with Julia after being brain washed.

    The really loud harmonic part at the very beginning of the song symbolize the electric shocks going into Winston's body when Obrien is brain washing him.

    Break me in teach us to cheat
    and to lie, cover up
    what shouldnt be shared

    The first sentence of the song communicates Winston's want to be a "normal" citizen of Oceania and him giving into O'Briens will. He wants to be broken in, he wants to believe the Inner Party's lies but can't because he knows it's not the truth. He wants O'Brien to brainwash him. He wants to be normal.

    and the truths unwinding
    scraping away
    at my mind

    This describes what is happenening to the truth in Winston's mind. It's "unwinding" with each electric shock by O'brien. In Winston's mind truth is becoming relative instead of what it really is, absolute. In 1984 truth is what is commonly accepted by the masses and propogated by the inner party, so real Truth is never known. Absolute truth is being erased from Winston's mind and being replaced with "truth" given to him by O'brien.

    Please stop asking
    me to describe

    This is Winston's inability to describe the concept of absolute truth to O'Brien after undergoing the electrical shocks and the torment his inability brings him.

    For one moment
    I wish you'd hold your stage
    with no feelings at all
    Openminded
    I'm sure i used to be so free...

    This is Winston talking to himself in a moment of resistance to O'Brien. He wishes he could hold his own, be openminded andhave freedom over his own mind.

    Wash me away
    Clean your body of me
    Erase all the memories
    They'll only bring us pain
    and ive seen all I'll ever need.

    This is Winston dialogue with Julia after his brainwashing. The lyrics pretty much explain everything.
    Flag MUSEBURNSLIKETHESUNon April 28, 2010   Link

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