Desert Rose
why do you live alone
if you are sad
I'll make you leave this life
are you white blue or bloody red
all I can see is drowning in cold grey sand

The winds of time
you knock me to the ground
I'm dying of thirst
I wanna run away
I dont know how to set me free to live
my mind cries out feeling pain

I've been roaming to find myself
how long have I been feeling endless hurt
falling down rain flows into my heart
in the pain I'm waiting for you
can't go back
no place to go back to
life is lost. Flowers fall
if its all dreams
now wake me up
If its all real
just kill me

I'm making the wall inside my heart
I don't wanna let my emotions get out
it scares me to look at the world
don't want to find myself lost in your eyes
I've tried to drown my past in grey
I never wanna feel more pain
run away from you without saying any words
what I dont wanna lose is love

Through my eyes time goes by like tears
my emotions losing the color of life
kill my heart
release all my pain
I'm shouting out loud
insanity takes hold over of me

Turning away from the wall
nothing I can see
the scream deep inside
reflecting another person in my heart
he calls me from within
"All existance you see before you must be wiped out:
Dream, Reality, Memories
and yourself"

I begin to lose control of myself
my lust is so blind, destroys my mind
nobody can stop my turning to madness
no matter how you try to hold me in your heart
why do you wanna raise these walls
I dont know the meaning of hatred
my brain gets blown away hearing the words of lies
I only want to hold your love

Stab the dolls filled with hate
wash your self in their blood
drive to the raging current of time
swing your murderous weapon into the belly
"the earth"
shout and start creating confusion
shed your blood for pleasure
and what? For love?
what am I supossed to do?

I believe in the madness called "Now"
past and future prison my heart
time is Blind
but I wanna trace my love
on the walls of time over pain in my heart

Art of life
insane blade stabbing dreams
try to break the truth now
but I can't heal this broken heart in pain
cannot start to live, cannot end my life
keep on crying

Close my eyes
time breathes I can hear
all love and sadness melt in my heart
dry my tears
wipe my bloody face
I wanna feel me living my life outside my walls

You can't drive of yesterday, so
you're painting your heart with your blood
you can't say "No"
only turning the wheel of time
with a rope around your neck
you build a wall of mortality and take a breath
from between the bricks
you make up imaginary enemies and are chased by them
you're trying to commit suicide
you're satisfied with your prologue
now your painting your first chapter black
you are putting the scraps of life together
and trying to make an asylum for yourself
you're hitting a bell at the edge of the stage and
you are trying to kill me

I believe in the madness called "Now"
time goes flowing, breaking my heart
wanna live
can't let my heart kill myself
still I haven't found what I'm looking for

Art of life
I try to stop myself
but my heart goes to destroying the truth
tell me why
I want the meaning of my life
do I try to live, do I try to love
in my dream

I'm breaking the wall inside my heart
I just wanna let my emotions get out
nobody can stop
I'm running to freedom
no matter how you try to hold me in your world
like a doll carried by the flow of time
I sacrificed the present moment for the future
I was inchains of memory half-blinded
losing my heart, walking in the sea of dreams

Close my eyes
rose breathes I can hear
all love and sadness melt in my heart
dry my tears
wipe my bloody face
I wanna feel me living my life
outside my mind

Dreams can make me mad
I can't leave my dream
I can't stop myself
don't know what I am
what lies are truth?
what truths are lies?

I believe in the madness called "Now"
time goes flowing breaking my heart
wanna live
can't let my heart kill myself
still I havent found what I'm looking for

Art of life
I try to stop myself
but my heart goes to destroying the truth
tell me why
I want the meaning of my life
do I try to live, do I try to love

Art of life
an Eternal Bleeding Heart
you never wanna breath you last
wanna live
can't let my heart kill myself
still I'm feeling for
a rose is breathing love
in my life



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    My Opinion:Wow to think I stumbled upon this song accidentally.

    When I downloaded it i wondered why an mp3 file was 22mb then i played it and saw that it was 29 minutes and I thought WTF this is just going to be one of those boring repetitous listens how can a rock song be this long but I let it play and by the 5th minute my head was bobbing to this and by the 9th minute i was like this song rocks then we get to the piano solo ad seeing as i love piano (the only instrument i can play) I had to go back to my media player and check if it was the same song and was blown away especially when the piano sounds random and distorted and to think that was all written it is really amazing then back to the drums and guitars and vocals when it was done i cleared everything else in my playlist and put the song on repeat.

    X japan is a band i had never heard of till 2 weeks ago when i accidentally discovered Art of life which I believe isa musical masterpiece that I cant stop listening to, its crazy like immediately it finishes i just want to start it again its a song that doesnt get boring it keeps you entertained throughout and I was shocked that it was done in 1993. Parts of it where so fast they reminded me of early metallica (my favorite band) then there was a part when it felt like iron maiden (my second favorite band) and it goes on the piano brought to mind early classical music from geniuses like bethoveen.

    This sonr is art in itself and is right up there with my favorite songs irregardless of the duration it doenst get boring, you keep wondering where its going and it gets better till eventualy it ends adn you want to play it again.

    Beautiful Piece
    Flag shingamion March 13, 2012   Link
  • 0
    General Comment:This song has so much more power than I can write. The Performance at the hide memorial concert was breathtaking.

    This song not only shows the ability of Yoshiki, Toshi and the rest of the band, but also their emotional ferocity. The power of this song is terrifying. I consider myself to be quite a hard-hearted S.O.B. but this song literally rips the emotion from within. You literally feel it bleeding from you and the song is almost a farewell to their ill-fated band member and friend.

    In closing; fantastic moving song and a beautiful work of art!
    Flag ValeriousDon July 29, 2011   Link
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    General Comment:X japan build a new music's type,it's Visual Rock,or we call it in japanese is Visual-Kei,for short is V-Kei.
    V-Kei have a lot of good band,now v-kei's force become more and more strong,nowaday in China`Korea`Europe,we also can find v-kei band,even though they are too small & not so perfect,but they will grow up.
    In the future,we can see v-kei will around the earth,we can get a lot of great band just like X japan from many country.
    In the philistinism & boring world,we can find something different.
    Thank you ,X japan.Thank you,V-Kei.
    Flag ingrenemesison January 15, 2009   Link
  • 0
    General Comment:This song is the Art of Music
    Yoshiki's Lyrics are good metaphors
    This song along with Silent Jealousy, Tears, and Kurenai are my favorites
    Flag mutoh3llon September 21, 2008   Link
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    General Comment:If someone's searching for x-japan albums then try this site :D
    It works.... tested :D

    jrock-utilidades.blogspot.com/search/label/…
    Flag YourDyingBrideon July 30, 2008   Link
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    General Comment:this song is definitely the best one i've ever listened to, not only because of the music, but because of the lyrics. i think yoshiki understands the english language far better than most native english speakers. these metaphors may seem cliche but they're so beautiful. it doesn't matter how overused they are. this song is an epic and deserves to be heard by everyone. everyone needs to know it...it's amazing!
    Flag hideisgodon February 03, 2008   Link
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    General Comment:this is one of the songs in the world that will change how you think, truly.
    i mean its crazy! the first scene of balladry was breathtaking, from toshi's voice to yoshiki's piano. but when it just got into the heavier section, lights and all the crazy ness(by the way i have the DVD) you just start to get drawn into what the lyrics say, and you can totally feel the emotions of Yoshiki, and i guess the whole band.
    it is a work of art that can be considered the art of life
    Flag rusty_xon October 24, 2007   Link
  • 0
    General Comment:Best song ever made. A true masterpiece. And I can see the lyrics meaning. It's just... hard to explain for me...odd, since I can affilate so close with the lyrics it's scary. But I love every second of this. The awesome guitar The balladesque...the piano. Oh, man the piano is freaking sweet. I love the guitar and after that long instrumental and the singing started again, it was like flying up the breath or something. No other song has made me feel or has touched me this close as Art of Life has. An epic masterpiece that I feel should be more known that it is.
    Flag Ninji-Xon July 12, 2007   Link
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    General Comment:I used to listen to this song religiously when I was a teenager. Its still one of my favorite songs to date, namely for its length and depth, though I don't hail it as much of a masterpiece as I used to.

    what needs to be said has already been done, its an epic tapestry weaved with self doubt, confusion, distrust, happiness, sadness, victory defeat, etc, things that revolves around life itself, ups and downs. Wonderful song.
    Flag BerserkerGutson June 28, 2007   Link
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    General Comment:It's an everlasting Art that sahll live on our heart forever...X-Japan Rocks....
    Flag 6-stringson June 20, 2007   Link

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