The first star I see may not be a star
We can't do a thing but wait so let's wait
For one more
And the time's such clumsy time
Deciding if it's time
I'm careful but not sure how it goes
You can lose yourself in your courage
When the time we have now ends,
When the big hand goes round again,
Can you still feel the butterflies?
Can you still hear the last goodnight?
And the mindless comfort those
When I'm alone with my big plans
And this is what she said gets her through it
If I don't let myself be happy now then when?
If not now?
When the time we have now ends,
And when the big hand goes round again,
Can you still feel the butterflies?
Can you still hear the last goodnight?
I close my eyes and believe
That wherever you are, Angel
For when the time we have now ends
And when the big hand goes round again
Can you still feel the butterflies?
Can you still hear the last goodnight?



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"For Me This Is Heaven" as written by James Christopher/burch Adkins

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    My Interpretation:maybe its just me but i think this song has something to do with suicide .
    like hes contemplating it. like hes looking for a reason to stay, or a reason to go. and when he finally has the "courage" to do it hes second guessing.
    but maybe he lost a loved one , and thats why hes contemplating.
    Flag afatcaton April 10, 2013   Link
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    General Comment:To me it's about making a move on a girl, the first verse is pretty explanatory, every guy EVER has have to have had these thought processes: you're hanging out with a friend, you have feelings for her, but she doesn't know, and you're wondering when/how you're going to make your move...

    The chorus, to me, is Jim talking to himself (kinda like in Lucky Denver Mint)
    "When the time we have now ends, big hand etc.." means hours pass by, and you still haven't told her how you feel or anything. You've seemingly missed your perfect chance.
    "Can you still feel the butterflies? Can you still hear the last goodnight?"
    And of course, in classic J.E.W style, Jim beats himself down. Reminding himself how pathetic he is.

    "and the mindless comfort grows, when I'm alone with my big plans"
    "and this is what she says gets her through it: If I don't let myself be happy now then when, if not now when?"
    1st line is kind of obvious.
    2nd line, they're starting to talk about relationships, and she is still oblivious to everything so she blurts out random phrases and anything, and upon hearing this line come out of her mouth, he deduces that she's not into him after all and decides that telling her he has feelings for her can only go wrong.
    ^ I know it sounds weird when I explain it... but its guy logic. If you're a guy.. you'd know.

    Together with Crush... kinda melts your heart doesn't it.
    Once you've experienced these things, i don't know all of a sudden a light clicks in your head and it makes sense.
    Flag l8rmimoon March 22, 2012   Link
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    General Comment:@Onemoresong: Coming from somebody who almost tossed aside an amazing marriage and numerous friendships using that exact rationale ("If I can't let myself be happy now, then when?), I think you're totally right. I was going to leave everyone I knew and loved to just run around the country with one person I barely knew, and looking back I still can't tell you why. Everybody gets desperate, but nothing's ever going to be perfect all the time, so rather than running around trying to find some new star in the sky, why not "just wait for one more"? Finally, that line... "You can lose yourself in your courage"... I think that one gets glossed over, but it's the most cutting line, to me, of the whole thing. We pretend what we're doing is for the best, and we just have to sack up and do it, and when the tears and anger and pain come, that's when it's obvious we've lost ourselves to some realm of sanity outside courage and fear. It's one hundred percent Jim telling a girl he wants to make it work--why else would he have titled the song so?
    Flag jugularnotchon February 04, 2012   Link
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    General Comment:Am I the only one who saw this song as possibly being about being prudent to the point of ruining/almost ruining things, and then changing their mind before it's too late?

    "Can you still feel the butterflies?
    Can you still hear the last goodnight?"

    Can you remember how it felt before? Could you still feel that way?

    That's what I get from it...
    Flag Onemoresongon September 01, 2011   Link
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    General Comment:it's a funny thing. i'm always tempted to label this one of the greatest songs ever. but then i listen to the rest of the album and think, wait...

    no, just watch the fireworks is the best song on the album. so that has to be one of the greatest songs ever. wait...

    no, on a sunday is the best song on the album...

    wait...

    Flag iusedtobeyoungon June 23, 2011   Link
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    General Comment:i think its about being with someone and never wanting to not be with them.
    it could be about a break up, or simply being in love.

    My favorite lyric is def..
    "If i don't let myself be happy now then when?
    If not now then when..."

    <33
    Flag xxrockinglauraxon July 22, 2010   Link
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    Song Meaning:"The first star I see may not be a star
    We can't do a thing but wait
    So let's wait for one more"

    First love, or at least first relationship deep enough to make him it's love. It's over though, so they will have to wait for the next star, not willing to give up on love :)

    The rest angst etc about how to handle their unavoidable break up. Even if their feelings were equally powerful, the girl was the more practical one. She knew there was no practical alternative (if not happy now, materially/career wise etc at least, then when)

    "When the time we had now ends
    And when the big hand goes round again

    Can you still feel the butterflies?
    Can you still hear the last goodnight?"

    Moving on with their lives, when they fall "in love"... again, will they still be able to hear the butterflies ~ from this relationship which meant so much to them?

    That's basically the gist of it to me. More or less a literal interpretation. A tribute to first love. Beautiful, a little rage inducing as well. When did I start listening to emo?
    Flag what98on April 04, 2010   Link
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    General Comment:this song for me is all in the title "for me, this is heaven"

    its just about enjoying the simplest things. like being with a girl or just hanging with friends.

    i know for me when i think of this song i think of a girl i really like and how she and i used to be so close and i was so scared to tell her. one night i finally worked up the courage but she didnt feel the same way she just wanted to be friends and i was okay with that because i just enjoyed being with her. it was "heaven" for me.
    Flag notoriousfat67on December 11, 2009   Link
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    General Comment:I think the song is called for me this is heaven because for him it is she got bored with him and he knows its just borrowed time i think thats why he ask Can you still feel the butterflies? and his big plans are just for him now instead for the both of them
    Flag ironageon November 25, 2008   Link
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    General Comment:The first JEW song that I've ever heard, the one that got me hooked to the band. Such a classic.
    Flag punkmeetsindieon October 15, 2008   Link

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