Move On

It's like a menacing redemption I must pay
For a life I lived before
Even though I claim my innocence today
All my prayers have been ignored

I wanna live
Free from your shadow reign
Free from your pain

I need to move on
You need to change
I've been to hell and gone
Still you stay the same

No perfect view can drain the venom from those eyes
And your tongue's a sharpened blade
No act of love can melt your stony cold disguise
No matter what I do or say

I'm so ashamed
Of how I let myself lie down
Down on the ground

I need to move on
You need to change
I've been to hell and gone
Still you stay the same

I'm not lying when I say I love you
If only you had loved me too

I'm not perfect, but I try to make things right.
Is it worth it, all this fight
Once again you go and throw me in the dark
Now I'm back here at the start