So this has been.my favorite song of OTEP's since it came out in 2004, and I always thought it was a song about a child's narrative of suffering in an abusive Christian home. But now that I am revisiting the lyrics, I am seeing something totally new.
This song could be gospel of John but from the perspective of Jesus.
Jesus was NOT having a good time up to and during the crucifixion. Everyone in the known world at the time looked to him with fear, admiration or disgust and he was constantly being asked questions. He spoke in "verses, prophesies and curses". He had made an enemy of the state, and believed the world was increasingly wicked and fallen from grace, or that he was in the "mouth of madness".
The spine of atlas is the structure that allows the titan to hold the world up. Jesus challenged the state and in doing so became a celebrated resistance figure. It also made him public enemy #1.
All of this happened simply because he was doing his thing, not because of any agenda he had or strategy.
And then he gets scourged (storm of thorns)
There are some plot holes here but I think it's an interesting interpretation.
Me and the puzzled travelers
We searched the ground for wealth
And scoured the dreaming valleys
On days where shadows melt
Digging for the blue and the green
Constant in opal or ultramarine
If you could only find yourself that way
And dust was my companion
And thirst caked all our words
Unearthing nearly nothing
We swarmed like carrion birds
Some for fortune, some for greed
Some for want, some for need
If you could only find yourself that way
In hearts suspicion flowers
In hands numb with jealousy
Sleepwalking lightning showers
Transform effortlessly
Thinking of all that I left behind
Down in the shaft when my mind was blind
But you couldn't even find yourself that way
We searched the ground for wealth
And scoured the dreaming valleys
On days where shadows melt
Digging for the blue and the green
Constant in opal or ultramarine
If you could only find yourself that way
And dust was my companion
And thirst caked all our words
Unearthing nearly nothing
We swarmed like carrion birds
Some for fortune, some for greed
Some for want, some for need
If you could only find yourself that way
In hearts suspicion flowers
In hands numb with jealousy
Sleepwalking lightning showers
Transform effortlessly
Thinking of all that I left behind
Down in the shaft when my mind was blind
But you couldn't even find yourself that way
Lyrics submitted by mrtrout
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The title of the song is a pun on the name of the city of Constantinople, and the lyrics reference one of its historic periods when this city, many times to many ancient and not-so-ancient people a place to see before one died, was utterly destroyed, and people dug through the ruins to rebuild or find salvageable items. I've studied up on this city myself, and I agree with the suggestion that if you read the Wikipedia article, it'll become much clearer. Kilbey has a great interest in historic times, religions, societies, ruins, and the like, and references to them are scattered throughout his work.
Opals actually come in many color varieties and have been thought of as increasing awareness or having properties useful to scrying. This fits in with references to magic (as religion, technique, or both) and divination that everyone in the band has made at various times.
This song is actually very introspective. I think it refers to an insight to his own personality or an event in his own life, perhaps even a relationship with someone (not necessarily romantic, although he wrote songs about the ending of such on the preceding albums). Even if it isn't actually about him, though, it's easy to see through the metaphors if you try. Kilbey even gives a hint with the entire third verse. He references hands (a very common symbol for works or what one produces with his efforts) numb with jealousy (fear of loss, not to be confused with envy) and the storms that "transform effortlessly" within them. If this vision leaves you feeling uneasy or disturbed, you're on the right track, because whatever event he's recalling, seemingly with resignation in the face of regret, ended badly, to say the least.
I really feel that this is one of his best songs ever. He often strikes a balance between metaphor and vagueness, suggesting a story or a message without actually telling or conveying much of one, and sometimes without a point altogether beyond the images you invoke from what he gives you. The specifics are often irrelevant--would only take away from the fun, as well as serve to distract. Coupled with this is his constant theme of finding meaning. Both of these feature prominently in this song.