The song lyrics were written by the band Van Halen, as they were asked to write a song for the 1979 movie "Over the Edge" starring Matt Dillon. The movie (and the lyrics, although more obliquely) are about bored, rebellious youth with nothing better to do than get into trouble. If you see the movie, these lyrics will make more sense. It's a great movie if you grew up in the 70s/80s you'll definitely remember some of these characters from your own life. Fun fact, after writing the song, Van Halen decided not to let the movie use it.
I wish this could be
A happy song
But my happiness disappeared
The moment you were gone
Don't think I ever believed that
This day would come
Now all I'm feeling
Is lost and numb
And oh I know I promised
Mmm that I would try
But I, yes I, miss you
And it's killing inside
I'll always be thankful
For the time we had
We were blessed
I should celebrate
But I feel too sad
All the wonderful memories
Just make me fall apart
And it feels like somebody's
Stabbed me in my heart
And oh I know I promised
Mmm that I wouldn't cry
But I, yes I, miss you
And it's killing inside
Ooh well I, yes I, miss you
Want you by my side
Walking, holding hands
Talking, making plans
Touching my heart my soul
I wish this could be
A happy song
But my happiness disappeared
The moment you were gone
Tell me it's not happening
Say it's not as it seems
Tell me that I'm gonna wake up
It's just a bad dream
Please tell me that it's fiction
Tell me it's just a lie
Whatever you choose to tell me
Please say he didn't die
And I, yes I, miss you
And it's killing inside
Ooh well I, yes I, miss you
Want you by my side
Ooh well I, miss you
Want you by my side
Back here by my side
Here by my side
A happy song
But my happiness disappeared
The moment you were gone
Don't think I ever believed that
This day would come
Now all I'm feeling
Is lost and numb
And oh I know I promised
Mmm that I would try
But I, yes I, miss you
And it's killing inside
I'll always be thankful
For the time we had
We were blessed
I should celebrate
But I feel too sad
All the wonderful memories
Just make me fall apart
And it feels like somebody's
Stabbed me in my heart
And oh I know I promised
Mmm that I wouldn't cry
But I, yes I, miss you
And it's killing inside
Ooh well I, yes I, miss you
Want you by my side
Walking, holding hands
Talking, making plans
Touching my heart my soul
I wish this could be
A happy song
But my happiness disappeared
The moment you were gone
Tell me it's not happening
Say it's not as it seems
Tell me that I'm gonna wake up
It's just a bad dream
Please tell me that it's fiction
Tell me it's just a lie
Whatever you choose to tell me
Please say he didn't die
And I, yes I, miss you
And it's killing inside
Ooh well I, yes I, miss you
Want you by my side
Ooh well I, miss you
Want you by my side
Back here by my side
Here by my side
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Damn, this is a sad song... moving, beautiful, powerful, and just heart-wrenching. I feel for Jem in this one.
I really don't need to discuss the meaning, as it is pretty obvious that the artist is missing a dearly departed someone (PJ Matthews, apparently).
this song is jus so...upsetting and powerful and makes me choke.....i never realised that it was sung about PJ Matthews (RIP) i felt like crying when i found out :-(
who is PJ Mathews? this song always gets me, especially when you are missing someone and you can relate so vividly
this song makes me cry everytime because I think of who i love so much and miss so much
I agree with sushi rocks..this song is so powerful and upsetting and when u listen to it u can just feel how she feels through it...great song absolutely LOVE it..even if its reli sad :(
sad but yet beautiful ):
amazing, amazing song.
<3 it.