So this has been.my favorite song of OTEP's since it came out in 2004, and I always thought it was a song about a child's narrative of suffering in an abusive Christian home. But now that I am revisiting the lyrics, I am seeing something totally new.
This song could be gospel of John but from the perspective of Jesus.
Jesus was NOT having a good time up to and during the crucifixion. Everyone in the known world at the time looked to him with fear, admiration or disgust and he was constantly being asked questions. He spoke in "verses, prophesies and curses". He had made an enemy of the state, and believed the world was increasingly wicked and fallen from grace, or that he was in the "mouth of madness".
The spine of atlas is the structure that allows the titan to hold the world up. Jesus challenged the state and in doing so became a celebrated resistance figure. It also made him public enemy #1.
All of this happened simply because he was doing his thing, not because of any agenda he had or strategy.
And then he gets scourged (storm of thorns)
There are some plot holes here but I think it's an interesting interpretation.
There's a shadow just behind me
Shrouding every step I take
Making every promise empty
Pointing every finger at me
Waiting like a stalking butler
Who upon the finger rests
Murder now the path of must we
Just because the son has come
Jesus, won't you fucking whistle
Something but the past and done?
Jesus, won't you fucking whistle
Something but the past and done?
Why can't we not be sober?
Just want to start this over
And why can't we drink forever?
I just want to start this over
I am just a worthless liar
I am just an imbecile
I will only complicate you
Trust in me and fall as well
I will find a center in you
I will chew it up and leave
I will work to elevate you
Just enough to bring you down
Mother Mary, won't you whisper?
Something but what's past and done
Mother Mary, won't you whisper?
Something but the past and done
Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start this over
And why can't we sleep forever?
I just want to start this over
Why?
I am just a worthless liar
I am just an imbecile
I will only complicate you
Trust in me and fall as well
I will find a center in you
I will chew it up and leave
Trust me
Trust me
Trust me
Trust me
Trust me
Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start things over
And why can't we sleep forever?
I just want to start this over
Why?
I want what I want
I want what I want
I want what I want
I want what I want
Shrouding every step I take
Making every promise empty
Pointing every finger at me
Waiting like a stalking butler
Who upon the finger rests
Murder now the path of must we
Just because the son has come
Jesus, won't you fucking whistle
Something but the past and done?
Jesus, won't you fucking whistle
Something but the past and done?
Why can't we not be sober?
Just want to start this over
And why can't we drink forever?
I just want to start this over
I am just a worthless liar
I am just an imbecile
I will only complicate you
Trust in me and fall as well
I will find a center in you
I will chew it up and leave
I will work to elevate you
Just enough to bring you down
Mother Mary, won't you whisper?
Something but what's past and done
Mother Mary, won't you whisper?
Something but the past and done
Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start this over
And why can't we sleep forever?
I just want to start this over
Why?
I am just a worthless liar
I am just an imbecile
I will only complicate you
Trust in me and fall as well
I will find a center in you
I will chew it up and leave
Trust me
Trust me
Trust me
Trust me
Trust me
Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start things over
And why can't we sleep forever?
I just want to start this over
Why?
I want what I want
I want what I want
I want what I want
I want what I want
Lyrics submitted by dank, edited by minty33, lindalai5j, Soy, virtuallypainless, senTenZ
Sober Lyrics as written by Maynard James Keenan Paul M. D'amour
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It doesn't surprise me that people would really turn this toward religion. As against religion as Maynard or the band may be, i don't get that from this song.
Being someone who struggled with different addictions i can definitely relate to every line in this song.
"There's a shadow just behind me, Shrouding every step I take, Making every promise empty, Pointing every finger at me."
Drug/Alcohol addiction promises alot but there is always a price. People get high to feel good. However, You will feel empty when you aren't high, but you will be judged when you are. Hence the reason it makes "every promise empty and pointing every finger at me"
"Waiting like a stalking butler Who upon the finger rests. Murder now the path called "must we" Just before the son has come."
Addiction stands like a butler that follows you and like a butler it promises to help you through your day and the analogy of the butler on the finger as a way to use. Alot of drugs will lay on your finger especially if your snorting.
"The path called 'must we'" references to me the "Rules of the world". Kind of a Damned if you do Damned if you don't kind of thing. Addictions will tell the user that they need to not be concerned with what "needs to be done". Just sit back and use/drink/smoke/whatever.
"Jesus wont you Fucking Whistle Something but the past and done Jesus won't you Fucking whistle Something but the past and done"
Reaching out for answers but feeling like your past is the reason you won't ever find forgiveness or peace.(I mean come on how many of us have felt the negative effects of a night drinking/partying/smoking/whatever and gotten sick and cried out to God even if you don't believe he exists. "God if you get me out of this i'll never drink again".) Asking "Jesus if you are real all i want is a whistle" or "God if you are real now would be the time to show it".
"Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why can't we drink forever. I just want to start things over."
This is the argument every person has at one time or another during their time of addiction. (if you haven't then congrats you are the first i've ever heard of.)
"I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave, I will work to elevate you Just enough to bring you down."
The reality of what our addictions bring in the end. And i'm not talking about the recreational or social users, i'm talking about the ADDICTS who need it. Those who cant function in their day without whatever their addiction is. (i'm not condemning, i was there at one point too and i know how that battle goes.)
So there's my take. it's all based on personal experience so i could be way off. I'm not personal friends with the band so obviously i can't say this is what they meant, but when i listen to this song, this is what it tells me.
Best interpretation I've seen on any song on the 'internetz' ever.
thats actually the opposite of the songs point. the song isn't about being addicted. its about if you can do drugs with out becoming an addict then fuck off and let me do drugs. source: Adam Jones
I have read a few comments regarding this song, and for once I have to admit I am pleasantly surprised to read some people actually believe in many respects that this song is primarily about God and the proof of his existence. I believe the reference to being sober refers to those who are not drunk on believing and or following God. This like MANY tool songs is about God...period!!! Maynard isn't "so deep", "so mysterious" he's a puppet, a pawn for the devil!!! The only reason this band is where they are is because they sold out to the devil for talent and fame!!! This band will burn in hell unless they repent of their sin and turn to Christ!!! It always astounds me how 90% of the time people read these lyrics and interpret them, that people almost always turn to God or Christ in the reference and justify it as though "well its not really about God" but Maynard is just using it as a metaphor or drug addiction or insert your favorite load of garbage. The bottom line is God or Christ is blasphemed in dozens of Maynard written songs, and it's no coincidence, or happenstance but rather deliberate! Wake up! You people who channel these songs into metaphors and other arbitrary concepts are choosing to change the meaning of the songs to justify the fact that you as well as I know these songs are in fact evil wicked and wrong and you just want to justify your lifestyle because your conscience bears the true witness of the Godhead and you are simply refusing to change your life to live for God!! Quit justifying your wickedness stop serving the devil and see that these men in this band are evil and this song is no exception!!! They are puppets given fame and glory and riches by the devil for a purpose to lead fools astray! Satan is the God of this world, and whether you choose to serve God or Satan you are serving one or the other no matter what! Start paying attention to what these people are brainwashing your minds with people!!! All rockstars promote and encourage wicked behaviour and sin! Everyone in this band is FULLY aware that they are serving Satan and that they are on their way to Hell! Maynard promotes the devil and the occult and anyone who even scratches the surface of their image and music/lyrics knows this so stop ignoring it people! Be advised! Turn to Christ and repent! I once was fooled and beguiled by this band over 20 years ago, and now I know what they are and what they stand for! They are damning millions to hell!!!
OMG!!!! Ephesians6:13, your retarded!!!!<br /> And even if that is what his meaning behind the lyrics are, that is his choice. Why all the hatred? I really like this song but it has a different meaning to me. When you listen to it you see the anti-Christ, when I listen to it I see struggles I've gone thru. For such "a strong believer" in Christianity, you sure act like everything your not suppose to be. God is the only one who is suppose to pass judgement, and you thinking you can do a godly act is blasphemy in itself!!!
My thoughts stemmed just from my point during my addiction. A justification for using while realizing damage that is done during the process. But I'm happy to rattle cages with my perspectives. However right or wrong they may be.
@iob890 Ima addict too. You are 100% right.
@iob890 love your point of view! @Ephesians6:66 lol! I could start debating with you about your invisible friend, but it wouldn't change anything. It's just funny to see the hypocrisy: you so called "Christians" condemn and judge daily the people who your own Jesus was gathering around himself! Where is the "Jesus loves you all"? However I feel sorry for people like you.
@iob890 I really like your interpretation. Although I have the thought that the whole "I am just a worthless liar....." part was him speaking as if he was the drug and that the drug has an evil intention. "I will complicate you" I am going to change your life for the worse. "Trust in me and fall as well" Trusting me will cause your downfall. "I will find a center in you" I will make you need me. "I will chew it up and leave" My goal is to ruin you. "I will work to elevate you, Just enough to bring you down." I can make you feel a way you like feeling but we both know that I'm going to make you regret it. The center could be your physical self i.e heart, stomach, mind, or it could be viewed as if the "center" is something held near and dear to the addict (like the center of his/her world) something like a significant other or family member and that "chew it up and leave" is like it saying it will you make it depend on it and drive everyone away. I don't know though. It makes a lot more sense in my head than it does on here albeit I didn't do the best job of portraying it but hopefully people can see what I was trying to get at.
@jaredford_ totally understand where you're coming from there. I had the same thought but I think you expounded on it much more proficiently than I did.
e@phesians6:13<br /> That was easily the dumbest thing I've read in awhile (congratulations). You should really work at not being so indoctrinated. Your little rant was actually kind of sad.
@iob890 Not sure if you are a man or women but either way. I as a father of a 6 year old and a 9 year old, as well as a husband to a wife of 13 years...wants to express my thanks to your effort put into getting your opinion of this song out to others. Your post, it hit me really hard. Because even in my drunkenness the examples you gave I remember like they were yesterday even though I wanted to forget them. I'm 31, I make enough money to not have to worry about financial things in general, but the question for me still remains "Why can't I not be sober". Its a struggle but you have just helped me and will continue to help me with my problem. I sincerely thank you.
@iob890 I agree, great explanantion. @jaredford_ I agree with you as well. I actually take it a little further even to say that the individual while on the drugs/alcohol is this way themselves. They become another person because of their addiction and they are saying "I am a worthless liar. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave. I will work to elevate you, Just enough to bring you down." Because they bring others down who try to save them or help often stealing etc. in the process.
@iob890 I think that you nailed it, man.<br />
@iob890 great interpretation. I think the only think I would add as food for thought is the references to Jesus and Mother Mary with regards to the past is that most recovery programs have a spiritual or religious reliance as well as addressing the past in order to recover. This may be an admonishment of the need to rely on religion to recover...
Maynard creates a character that epitomizes self hatred.
This song to me paints a picture of the loop this man gets caught in, where he hates himself, and absolutely wallows in it. Instead of looking for change, he persists in this stubborn cycle of nostalgia and depression. He just wants to start it over, but he's too fucked up by now to do it.
This is one of the only Tool songs that i don't see the "light at the end of the tunnel"
the light at the end of the tunnel is in 46 and 2. which is a continuation of the shadow reference in begginning this song. in sober he is "stalked" and controlled by his shadow self (see carl jung) and can't push through till he faces and accepts it in 46 and 2. At that point real change can occur. oddly enough this has personal meaning for me because i learned about shadow self and jung in therapy while getting sober myself.
@Tunes24 agreed. I do think it may be because of alcohol and drug abuse as well. This is his personification of himself at his worst and lowest. Absolutely correct too @minty33
As numerous people have said before, yes, the chorus is a double-negative. "Why can't we not be sober" is the equivalent of "Why can't we just be drunk". I don't know if anyone else said this already, but I think Maynard was being clever with this song; the narrator is a drunk and a selfish hypocrite. Yes, he is an alcoholic. The shadow behind him is his CONSCIENCE. It follows him everywhere no matter how much he drinks and "points every finger at him" (AKA he knows he is responsible for his own faults, but will not accept it). "I just want to start this over" refers to his excuse for drinking, he wants to lose himself in the liquor and "start over", or in reality act like all his problems don't exist. He knows he is just a worthless liar, and is not willing to do anything about it. Everyone who has ever cared about him, he only made their lives more complicated by causing them the pain of watching his addiction consume him; they trusted him to take care of himself, but he let them down (trust in me and fall as well). The people who loved him watched as he destroyed himself (I will find a center in you, I will chew it up and leave), and despite numerous attempts at rehab, no matter how good things looked, he always reverted back to drinking (I will work to elevate you, just enough to bring you down). "Trust me" is a contradiction to what he clearly says earlier (trust in me and fall as well), he tells other people to trust him, that he can take care of himself, when clearly he cannot. "I want what I want" reinforces how selfish he is, he doesn't care that he's hurting others by hurting himself, he wants to drink and he will continue to do so. Its a sad story in my eyes. There's lots of people like that in real life I think. Of course this is just my interpretation though. All music is interpreted differently by different people.
@HammerFloyd This is the best writing of what I felt when I was listening to this song. Thank you so much for writing something so correct in so few words.
@HammerFloyd This is exactly right .... This is from the perspective of the alcoholic who is pissed that everyone keeps telling him to stop drinking. "Jesus won't you fucking whistle something but the past and done" has nothing to do with Jesus or religion. He is saying "Jesus" as in a curse - like "Jesus F-in Christ, would you shut up and talk about something else" - he's saying this to the people who are always on his case.
@HammerFloyd As someone who started my career working in drug and alcohol treatment facilities, and was engaged myself for a period of 8 years to an active alcoholic, I can tell you your reading of these lyrics as a portrayal of the addictive personality is spot on. Especially the "Trust me" part. Needless to say, the 8 year engagement didn't end well.
@HammerFloyd <br /> Hi, one if the best comments on the lyrics of Sober that I've read. I just had to say something as I haven't thought about my alcoholism for a long time, I occasionally need reminding as I finally succeeded in overcoming my burden 18 years ago(probably the hardest thing I've ever done, as I originally really enjoyed social and going out, and wasn't addicted)<br /> My addiction happened rather quickly...<br /> (a year to becoming an extremely heavy drinker of vodka, a <br /> "self-medicator" - which then lasted a year or so, including trying to hide the amount that I drunk. Litre of vodka daily, plus wines and beers. )<br /> ....in my late 30s after a series of circumstances. <br /> I was successful after several failed attempts as an inpatient, then finally realising that it was causing others so much pain, and a specialist doctors support and encouragement. I was very lucky that my body managed to recover.<br /> You are very perceptive. Plus excuse my messy sentences and paragraphs, I rarely type.<br /> Regards<br /> John in England.<br />
@HammerFloyd the song is written in code.. nice try but you can do a better interpretation\r\n
it can also be another Tool attack on organized religion, asking why people can't be sober and think for themselves
"why can't we NOT be sober"
I find that few people in general think for themselves, whether they claim to be religious or not.
Wow, all the irony and paradoxes aren't gonna get you anywhere Maynard. The speaker feels that he is always being blamed by others for everything he does wrong. And obviously he doesn't think much of himself. "Why can't we not be sober?" has a double-negative. Simplify it-- 'why can't we be drunk'-- he doesn't want to be sober and think, he wants to drown the problems. (Not that the song endorses alcoholism or anything.)
"Jesus won't you fucking whistle/something but the past and done" is a rhetorical question. It asks higher powers for help for the present and to come.
And I don't hear any whispering. Have I been listening to the song too loud?
Ther definatly is abit at about 4:02 because I always think its my mum calling me (my name is joe you will see what I mean)
It sounds like something scratching against a bass string.
dude man, the reason he was such an alcoholic was because his mother was paralyzed and bed-ridden for 27 years (approximately 10000 days, as the latest tool album suggests) before passing away. this song is about all of the guilt that he felt while losing his mother. if you knew anything about losing someone you would know that the guilt can fucking eat you alive man. and as for the "why can't we not be sober" vs "why can't be drunk"... well that just wouldn't quite have the same effect. and he's the artist, he created the song, he can do what he wants with it, haha.<br /> <br /> as far as i'm concerned, this is probably maynard's most powerful song to date, and the least you can do is atleast appreciate that he got through it all safely and made beautiful music out of it.
Hey cowboy, I dont think anyone was asking Maynard to rewrite the song, I believe the drunk comment was used to simplify the lyrics for people who were digging to deep. I do agree that this is a very powerful song, and the song is one of my favorites.
@Babyeater I didn;'t feel that the rhetorical questions ask these higher powers anything. It's more of an observation that he's been abandoned. Sort of the grief-anger stage before bargaining, "Why can't we be drunk?" Then he pretty much accepts that fate at the end.
Wow!!! first thing's first: this song doesn't consult or insult any religion at all. Now: Maynard's only saying that we are all faulted and no matter how hard we try to look and become sober we're still filthy, hopeless, lier and not to mention fake (throughout a major fuck up) maybe not from the outside but from the inside.... The worst part is: We're so blissfully ignorant that we dont realize it has gone too far and now there's No Time to Start Over....
Maybe I'm wrong but this is the theory that came in my head when I heard Sober Thank You.
The song seems to be about a self-loathing drug addict who wishes he never got himself into the hellhole he is in, is begging God for help, and now loathes every moment he isn't high.
@Ganondox Have you ever had an addiction?<br />
@Ganondox As the one asked you before, as an addicted, hes saying that we probably didnt to have used anythig before.
@Ganondox everything is an addiction here. The things we are not suppose to do but, it makes us feel so good. Drugs and alcohol are not the only addictions in this forsaken place that society calls a world. Jesus was a whistle, like a train horn! Trying to wake all you mother fuckers up. But a whistle is not that loud, not like a train horn so I figure he was trying to be quiet about his mission here. A whistle catches your attention usually to get you to stop, like at a traing camp. Addictions can become trends and fashions. Jesus was about the spirit and the body that host the spirit. The song is not about one person, it\'s about everyone. Ignorance is bliss but, on the other hand ignorance is the threat! You driving your fucking car is an addiction and stuffing your gut full of flesh is an addiction too. Wake the fuck up. All the body needs is water, and the spirit advances and changes through knowledge and wisdom which comes from the phrase or word G.o.d- genetic over dose. The center he talks about is a chakra and he wants to chew it up so you have no sense of direction or a sense of what\'s right and what\'s wrong. Jesus was the whistle, he came here to wake you up out of your many addictions and he was murdered for it. Some addictions are thought to be a necessity for the body. Man and woman have been taught wrong from the beginning, I guess you could say the guarden of eden, adam and eve, but eve was corrupt from the beginning. Mother mary whispering is based on fear and betrayel. Jesus was betrayed even by the ones closest to him. They elevate you to see whats in your container, you are a container full of sin and deception to others around you. Don\'t be an infection or a manifestation, don\'t corrupt others but you can corrupt yourself. He\'s saying don\'t seek advice from another he will only lie to you, he has too. They know not why they do or say. Words came from the devil, and he taught the beast the word. A form of communication for a system. You were spirit and you fell and became flesh, everyone has a shadow under the sun but without physical matter you are darkness passing through light and light passing through darkness. I\'m just a fucking opinion, an interpretation, an idea maybe. So you all need that fucking whisper and you all need jesus to blow the whistle so you\'ll stop doing what your doing long enough for jesus to get your attention. Need I say more. Menard
Besides all the possible interpretations for this song, i believe its meaning is the same as Forty-six & 2's. It's about Jung's Psychological theory of the "Shadow."
It's pretty obvious in the firsts verses "There's a shadow just behind me, Shrouding every step I take"
Later on he says "I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave, I will work to elevate you Just enough to bring you down."
Here he talks about how people and himself are victims of his shadow, dealing with his consciousness and ego.
I don't know, this is just another way of interpreting this awesome song. And this is what i love the most about music, specially Maynard's..
(sorry about my terrible english too)
The whispering in the song is maynard saying "turn that shit down" which is seemingly ironic because you have to have the song very loud to hear it and it is still very failt in the background, the first time you ehar it you may think it is a neighboor or someone far away talking
Nope, what's ironic is that someone who doesn't have any grasp of the concept of irony is posting a comment about it. Good day sir!
lmao you mean Maynard is saying "Turn that shit down" to you, the listener of the song, because the listener turned up their music really really loud. He's saying it directly to the listener.<br /> <br /> ha ha.
"i will find a center in you/ i will chew it up and leave ..." in this verse maynard is mocking something that attacks the core of your being while giving you a false sense of security and happiness and fulfillment.