Well, My first entry as an engaged person...yay!!!!

I had an epithany last nite.I had to call Bobby as soon as I realized, just to get his reaction. The realization? well, I've been looking at chicks in a totally different way lately. I'll leave it at that.

I LOVE BOBBY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so in love with him, it is not funny........he just makes me feel so special and so.....well, hard to explain......awww....well, let me just say that if he asks me to marry him, I sooooo will. I just feel so good when he kisses me, and just...oh my god I am so in love. He has been my sanity through the last few months...

I love Bobby! Ahhh!!!! I just feel like talking about how much I love him...

I wake in his arms
held safe away from harm
Lost deep in his eyes
which cannot hide any lies
and as I look I start to feel
as if this can't be real
as if this s a dream,
but a lovely one it seems...

War. Shit. Ok, right now, I hate Bush, even though I am Canadian, because he is going to kill a bunch of innocent civilians along with soldiers in this...how many children are going to die so that Bush can feel like a big man? How many families are going to be destroyed, dreams crushed, homes destroyed, so that the USA can prove how powerful they are?
Plus, I am Canadian, and know that despite Cretien's claims that we will not be involved, we will either end up fighting with- or against- the states. We have no choice, we are defenseless against them. oh wow. I feel like crap.
The scary part is that all of the countries involved are at least rumored to have nuclear weapons. Is there any wonder that I am really fucking scared?