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  • I

    by Frangipani on May 19, 2013

    met this lady a while back.... she was addicted to heroin, and suffered depression....

    She struggled for a long time.... but is doing really well now. She is off the drugs, though has prescribed ones. She has her days and struggles, as it knocked her confidence down, but the wonderful thing is that for the first time in a long time, she has a project that has really got her interested and is making her get up and feel she has something to look forward to.

    Seeing the progress in her really makes me feel happy! 

    I never before met anyone who was addicted to drugs. I didn't understand it and I feel priviledged to have known this lady and see how she felt deep down and how much she wanted to live! I so admire her!  

    It makes me feel so sad to know that people struggle with addictions that are so dangerous. My heart really breaks for them. I however have hope that as we meet people who struggle with such addictions... we can pray for them and love them!!!!  We need to uplift and build others!!!! 



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  • Give your entry a title

    by bcrxing on May 18, 2013

    i made such a huge mistake. i cannot even believe this is happening. i am so sorry. so so sorry. but that means nothing. i am so disgusted with myself. i cannot believe i did this to you. i cannot believe i am keeping this from you. so much guilt. so much disgust. i want to take it back. i would give anything to take this back . . .



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  • Niceness Limit

    by NomadMonad on May 18, 2013

    Why am I trying to be so tolerant and diplomatic with all of you? What is so special about you that I have to excercise prudence and restraint. Why don't I just go for your jugular through sarcasm...if you can even discern sarcasm.

    Ahhh - but we must treat others as we wish to be treated. Isn't that the golden rule? [or is it Fool's Gold?]

     

    So for now, I am choosing to accentuate your positive attributes. Enjoy. You don't want to know how I REALLY think.



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  • For every one journal post

    by vulnavia on May 18, 2013

    that makes me smile and feel good to be apart of the human race-there is 10 whinging bitchy self-centered ones that make me see RED.



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  • Speaking of ...Like Clockwork

    by familiarsight on May 18, 2013

    I've been drawing up sketches and ideas while listening to QOTSA's (@queensofthestoneage eugh i've never used tags before i'm so sorry) new album.

    The connected videos for 5 of the songs is awesome. I've never seen a collaboration like that, the artist and animator did a great job capturing the feel of the music and the attitude of the band from my impression, anyway. Add all that to likeclockwork.tv and this has been a real nifty way to promote the album. I'm hoping to pre-order it soon. Yes, I know it's been leaked. A band worth supporting, though.

    Enjoy this rarity: a non-sappy, non-mysterious, non-meaningful journal from someone. Not that there's a better place for those.
    Just being a jerk.You're welcome.



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  • Can anoyne see my journal?

    by Remate on May 17, 2013

    I like songmeanings, it's  a bit better than twitter



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  • a mess with a name and a price

    by RosesAtSunset on May 17, 2013

    i just want to write about sad things that i can't talk to anyone about. "pain is temporary" is what i keep telling myself. it's a big scary world out there and i feel like it's going spit me out. it's been a horrible and a beautiful day. trilliums and waterfalls and green-as-green-milk trees. but also pain, like a sharp afterthought.

    i'm swirling together stars with my eyes like saucers and trying to lose myself in rap music that shines vacantly. all is not well, not yet.

    but i am resolute and i won't let you see me like this.

    i'll walk tall and i won't look back. 



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  • Removing Your Extra Fat

    by corneliusnygren on May 17, 2013


    People who are worried because of their stubborn can find a reason to cheer as now Lioposlim has arrived which is considered to be the best product for the weight loss of a human body.



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  • May 16, 2013

    by bcrxing on May 16, 2013

    i feel like im exploding with feelings. yet no words really come. the music is just filling me. some nostalgic feeling for things i never had. it just feels like something is missing. i cant help but feel like something huge is missing. i think i did high school wrong. is that even possible ? too many responsibilities. too many activities that i didnt actually invest in. i did nothing meaningful. i never found a niche. never found a group of friends. just awkward smattering of friends. its senior year and i dont fit in anywhere. i feel more at odds with the school and myself than i did freshman year. its clearly time to get out of there. i just hope i can make it next year; i hope i can actually make friends. im so scared. i think that i have a lot of fear inside me. self fulfilling prophecies and reciprocal determinism. i just dont know what to do. i didnt get to go to my dream school. even though im so excited for my college i also feel like im settling. i just feel so disappointed. and im so confused about what im to do for a relationship. i feel like i get nothing out of this relationship and im just clinging to it bc ive convinced myself i love him but he does NOTHING for me so why am i still here?! i feel so underappreciated its ridiculous. i just feel like i will look back and regret everything about my high school career i mean i almost already do. so if i end this relationship that was another year wasted ! but then if i dont im not really being fair to myself. i feel so embarrassed and so confused. and maybe i wanna just be single in college. but that also scares me. who will comfort me if hes not there. but then hes not going to the same school anyway. we will never see each other. and then if hes in that city its only going to get worse. we will only get more distant. but i dont wanna get hurt and i dont wanna hurt him. all these feelings inside me make me want to vom. its the unsettling constant anxiety. i cant take this anymore. i honestly imagine getting in car accidents that are not my fault when i drive just because i dont want to deal with it anymore but i want someone else to make that decision for me too. i think ive seen too many happy endings, read too many sappy teenage love stories.



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  • oops

    by LizzieBear on May 16, 2013

    did not post last year that sucks



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  • A Day In My Brain

    by AndyWood on May 15, 2013  

    You’re fucking up!
    You should have tried harder.
    Don’t be so needy!
    Don’t be so sad!

    You’re a piece of shit.
    They think so, too.
    Who? Well, everyone!
    Even your friends hate you.

    Don’t bite your lip!
    You look so nervous!
    I bet everyone knows that you’re scared.

    Stop it! Stop it all!
    You’re gonna fuck up again!
    Then again, that’s all you are.
    A lonely fuckup.

    You annoy everyone,
    They just don’t say so.
    You’re so awkward,
    You should just go

    Hide behind your computer screen
    No one knows you there
    No one knows how shitty you are
    Nor do they care



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  • ブランドコピー純粋で生き生きと魅力的な女の子

    by xian19880724 on May 15, 2013

    パネライコピー 自動機械式ムーブメント、機械式ムーブメント、高、中、低クオーツムーブメントクォーツムーブメントを手巻きには多くのオプションがありますこのグレードのほとんどのための選択の通常の3ピンの動きに関して、マルチファンクションムーブメント 少し余談が原因スイスクォーツムーブメントのETAシリーズも有名ですが、最高のスイス製クォーツムーブメントであるよく知られたスイスの時計慣性のため、ここで言ったが、それはスイスのクォーツムーブメントを説明することはできません グレードの様は最高です。 スーパーコピー これとは対照的に、クォーツムーブメント千、日本は技術的に非常によく、世界最大の生産、製造、である。 このグレードの国内の動きも良い製品を持っています。

    CCTVの深夜のニュースレポートを見て：私たちはこのネックレスと広告のネックレスのコントラストを取るとき、私たちは、ダイヤモンドペンダントメール出所に関する証明書は、国民の国家宝石の品質検査センターによって発行された広告に記載されていないことが判明 ジュエリー品質監督検査センターのマーケティング主漣Zhoujunは：同じではありません、それが実際の販売異なる検査機関の広告は、証明書を使用していますが　フランクミュラーコピー、ありません。 この会社は、まで、この製品を購入する前に広告宣伝を見るので、様々な理由のために、中心が正確にバルク書を消費者に検出されない、通常の検査手順のためセンターに通常のサンプルを提供することでした 本の識別は同じものではありませんペンダントや広告を見ることになるまで、それはだまされていることがわかった。ヴァシュロンコンスタンタンコピー センターのテスト、エルメスベルトコピープロの認定機関として、彼らが提示し製品の構成を理解する必要があり、結果として、その職務に行って、彼らが責任を負うことはできません。



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  • What we are becoming

    by WildWitch on May 13, 2013

    Zombies

    Lumbering, walking dead, feasting on the minds of others.   

    Trying to turn everyone into another zombie through their       

    virus.

    Contagious when under the skin. Spreading from their mouth

    to infect you, making you be one of the unthinking

    monsters.

    Reason doesn’t matter anymore, zombies are beyond that.

    Beauty, nature, art, kindness, nothing matters except destroying all

    humanity.

    Benefits off the success of others. People who aren’t

    following the “norm” are branded, taunted until they

    conform.

    Insults both stupid and ignorant bombard them. Finally

    giving in they join the crowd. Why use reason when all we need is

    people.

    Why risk all the pain when we could just blend

    in. We’re positive that someone must know where we’re going.

    Deja vú? 



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  • Give your entry a title

    by bastet on May 12, 2013

    This is random and blank.



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  • Waiting, Still Waiting

    by PJS1987 on May 10, 2013

    Waiting, still waiting—
    Oft I think on where our world lines should converge;
    That, if e'er they do, I should have in me
    The spirit to free the barrier gates
    And the sustenance to be whole amidst your grace.
    And should time not have purged the effort's journey with its dilutive nature;
    And our empty patience deemed fruitful beyond its divestiture;
    Together now we'll fear, and share, and fear—together assured; untouched, unfeigning;
    Waiting, still waiting; still, and waiting.



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  • Stop this Draft

    by NomadMonad on May 10, 2013

    bearded and furious, quoting some prophet

    they rage in the streets of the failed nation-states

    exporting disfunction, subversion and violence

    their hordes are increasing - they're now at your gates...

     

    beginning of an epic poem by Nomad Monad



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  • Give your entry a title

    by helenpanker on May 07, 2013

    last night seemed so cheery

    this morning you turned rancid

    your harsh words sting my wounds

    you speak battery acid

    you've plucked all the feathers 

    from the bird in my heart

    delicate monogomy 

    and now its all ripped apart

    now move onto the girls

    who can handle new york

    no one gives a shit

    that your colors turned dark



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  • One: I'll take the rain

    by booyamoon on May 07, 2013

    Maybe I should just leave this relationship. 
    What I have outside it makes me happy. 

    I spend the majority of my time sitting in the library with people who smile when they see me.

    It's too quiet to talk, but we're all happy to be there. 
    And he is happy to see me the inevitable him, who already has a 'her'

    Happier than you are to see me.
    Happier than I am to see you.

    You're clinging so tight that I'm about to implode. 
    So I'm retreating back to my cases and statutes and readings and friends...
    You think you can fix it, but it's nothing you can fix.
    It's not you, it's me.

    I'm sorry.

    you cling to this
    you claim the best
    if this is what you're offering
    i'll take the rain
    @rem






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  • Why my username is bubblygirl.

    by bubblygirl on May 06, 2013

    This is my second journal and I thought about writing why I chose my username bubblygirl.

    Well, at first I wanted my username to be either 'simplylazy' or 'iamsolazy' but I changed my mind because almost all of my usernames in other sites have something to do with my laziness.

    Laziness is one of my main flaw.

    I'm also a sensitive girl and I remembered watching Powerpuff Girls when I was younger. My friends would often compare me to Bubbles because she is kinda like me, sensitive, loves animals and her colour was blue which happens to be my favourite colour.

    In my mind, I thought Bubbles name was given to her because she is so sensitive. You know, how a bubble will pop if you touch it. So I thought her sensitivity has got to do something with her name.

    Anyway, I decided to name my username with her name.

    Since the adjective of the word 'bubble' was bubbly (or so I presumed) and since I am a girl, I decided to call myself 'bubblygirl'.

    Of course, later on after I joined here, I searched in the net what bubbly means and I found out other meanings behind it.

    Like it's a person who is very happy and talkitive and who can be annoying sometimes.

    Or a girl who is fat.

    Well, I am not really skinny and I'm overweight. And yeah, when I get talkative people find me annoying. Though I'm shy at first, I tend to talk a lot with people whenI get close to them.

    So I guess my username describes me perfectly in a way.

    ^_^



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  • Alone Together

    by ADDGirl on May 04, 2013

    How is it possible to be completely alone yet together with somone at the same time? It is, for me, a long time unanswered question.

    I have always been alone together. I grew up alone with a sibling, parents, friends, but I was still alone together.

    I have been in long-term relationships, engaged and married, yet still alone together.

    Is there something about people now that they are themselves alone together? Is that why I feel such a void? Is it the way our society has gone? Or is it just certain people just can't be together with another? 

    Are some people just meant to be alone yet seeking togetherness such that we end up alone but not alone and lonely in a crowd?

    Perhaps.



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