this year was WAY more complicated then last year at 4H. i mean i had to deal with relationship drama this year when last year i just had a bf and i didnt have to deal with any drama. bur this year was totally different. i met this guy and i remember thinking that i HAD to know meet him. so finally on tuesday i talked to him. and it wasnt just the little "hey" thing that we did on monday. this was like conversation and it was really nice. as the week went on, we got closer and i started really falling for him. then he told me that he didnt want to be in a relationship because he just got out of a relationship that had lasted for about 6 months and that he didnt want to be in another right now. i can understand that because i did the same thing when i broke up with my ex-bf.

then on the last day of camp he wouldnt talk to me at the end so i just dont know what to do. i tried to txt him but hes been busy. so i just have to wait until school to see him. but i dont want to go school and he wont talk to me and ill be waiting for him to talk to me. i just dont want to have to deal with that...