emotional attachment? i hate it when people are right on when they read me. i hate it that Amy thinks that I should be having feelings for Taz and vice versa. well at least shes right on the former. the latter, i dont think so, or i dont know. i love watching him. and i winced when i see him hugging that dark girl. so close, yet so far? cliche. and touche. right on. right on. godd, so close yet so far. ive slept right beside him for i dont know how many times. so far. so far. so far. this cannot be. i thought i was over him. over over over. but i guess i thought wrong. im not pining as badly as before. but, i hate how my heart flutters, how i will instantly smile when i see him or hear him. so close, yet so fucking far.