• I feel like I need to cut some cords, clean out a few skeletons, and move on with my life. There are some things, some people, that I have outgrown. It'd be mature and progressive to just give up and carry on. Some things are downright obsolete to me now -- like this journal. Three years ago, I journaled nearly daily. The attention was good. The freedom of writing was good. The creative process was fun. The output of emotions was healthy for me. Since then, I've been able to find more of a balance. I'm not sure that I am any more happy than I was when I was 13, because I can't clearly remember. I am more mature (of course), I am more realistic, I am more strong. I made it a bit of a habit of deleting old journal entries in here once they became extremely outdated. Looking at my old entries, I deleted all but the one that remains below. I think it was the only entry worth keeping. I wrote it about my best friend, Hayden. I love him, and a very limited few else, a whole hell of a lot. I left that entry so that when I finally cut ties with this stupid website that had a ridiculous influence on my pre-adolescence, I won't be left with a legacy of bitching negativity and female cynicism. Everyone says, 'This place is beautiful! And you'd be so crazy to say goodbye.' But everything's the same, this town is pitiful And I'll be getting out as soon as I can fly.' Talihina Sky - Kings of Leon

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