Right now I am home by myself...as usual. I come home for all the special occasions and I end up being left by myself without no one to talk to. I just can't wait to get back to school....I love being far from home and being with all my "college" friends. I love those people, so different from me, but yet we're all the same. Our interests are all different. I hang out with the rap loving, shopping going, and conservative view people. I seem to stick out...I just love punk/rock/emo music too much to listen to that shit those people call music, I hate going shopping unless it's salvation army and i am totally not conservative. Some how we all seem to get along though...amazingly. I just wish I met more people like my two best friends in the whole world. I really miss Jess and Brian, but I have always missed those two, even when I wasn't with them for a couple days. Now that they are in Arizona(jess) and Cali(brian), it seems as though we are real far away not only in distance but in every aspect of the word. I just want to be with those two all the time. Brian is coming home in a month and Jess is visiting ohio in June. We will be able to be together for a little bit, but then they will leave again and I will be left here in this small place called home. I just hope that I will be as lucky as those two are. Brian is working at an art gallery right now and soon will be working at an organic farm with Josh Partington's(something corporate) Aunt. Jess, well she is just a regular college student, but at Arizona University. They are both experiencing the best things that life could give them. Hopefully when I graduate with a degree in Politcal Science, I will have a life worth living for. Now that I have talked way to long about nothing, I am going to get going. Happy Easter to those who believe and for those who don't, have a wonderful day with nothing but positive things to look forward to.