• School starts in TEN days and I'm soooooo excited. Somewhat like the first day of 6th grade -kill me now-, but this is so much different. Because then I was excited that I was going "to be much older". Or some bullshit like that. But now, it's different. It's obviously a new place. People make such a big deal about it. "Back in my high school years, my hair was like WHAM, can you believe it?!" "High school makes the best years of your life" "I fooled around too much in high school" "my high school friends were so funny". Blah blah. I'm not that excited about that. HHAG. I don't even know what I'm excited about. My brain's forgetting things a lot easier than in my meat-eating days. Or is it just me? Anyway, I finished reading Animal Farm for DASH the day before yesterday. It made me cry somewhere towards the end. Boxer tried to get out of the slaughter van but strength had left him. He was ill and was supposed to go to the hospital, which the pigs promised, but he was obviously. AHH. I hate this. And I understand the book's about slavery, but how the hell? The beginning made me nod to every single sentence because I so thought it was about animal rights. But then Napoleon took over the farm and, at the end, -not spoiling anything, really. you could just see it coming- Clover couldn't tell the difference between man and pig. The End. And I started Speak last night. It's about how horrible high school is. lol, I really wouldn't make my incoming freshmen read this if I were the principal. It's mostly about how everything in highschool's intimidating except art. Bullshit. Art's intimidating, too. Faggots. -not to you, DASH. Just the book in general-. Like, this girl -Melinda- scores in art every single time without trying. WHAT? Art is hard. It's supposed to be. It's not really "a game". It's scientifical and it's philosophical. It doesn't have to be stressful and tense. But it's definitely not a game of tic-tac-toe. ARGH. It can be a game. But not the type of game the book describes it as. The girl picked out some Thanksgiving dinner bones and got a barbie head and sticked it in the middle of the pile of bones. hm? and then she put tape over the Barbie's lips. I kinda liked that, though. Even though it's very unoriginal. But it's eye-catching. "Pain." In my opinion, negative feelings are very easy to use to get people's attention. I think it's because "philosophy" is a natural thing for "geniuses" and they're very "deep in thought", therefore "serious", and "no time to laugh", which gives the impression they're "sad". So people get the feeling blues and gray are more interesting than pinks and reds. Maybe my theory -theory!- is wrong but people are definitely attracted to "sad" paintings easier. Maybe I don't like the Barbie sticked to the turkey bones because I really really really don't like that type of art (messy and unclean). I was checking some blogs earlier and I came accross some SCENE ART! whattttt? ugh. scene "art". And, just as I predicted, it was horrible. Hhooorible. I sure felt much, much better about my drawing. Which probalby has gone down over the days of now practice. But it's still there. OMG! I made some tofu buffalo wings some days ago and it was mind-blowin'. lol. And I made some chili con tofu yesterday made up by me and just creating as I went but that was really good too. I'm gonna go have it now, actually. And I took out my loving Chamo for a walk earlier too. I love him so much

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