i just heard a kick ass song on the radio called the adventure by angels and airwaves and yah its amazing...i miss music soo much right now, seeing as how my computers a piece of junk and i havent been able to download songs in god knows how long. time to buy some cds i think....yeah. so yah havent written in here for ever it seems. but things are good, and they have been now, for 10 months. i love reid, i love this, its so amazing...sometimes i just dont think im cut out to have a boyfriend with the mind i have, but ive learned to live with it...ive learned that you cant quite ignore your past, and everything that came with it. there are scars in your head that never quite go away..but you do your best you know? you live, you love, but you never forget. which is really important i think...your past makes you who you are..its the foundation of everything you are at this very moment. you remember the bad times and learn from them, and realize that they made you a better person by consequence. so i love reid...end of story. and i also love going to reids soccer games and building snow forts and hanging out with steve tristan and taylor. those are my fav things right now. schools almost over which is really scary, im almost grown up, im almost 20 for gods sakes whats wrong with me! ahhh. and my family is gone to arizona now so im bbsitting the house. its cool cause i like being by myself sometimes. and i went to swiss chalet with my baba yesterday and that was fun. songs i like now? boondock saints theme, dare, i like the way you move, anything by machete ave, and other junk im too lazy to type. i saw dallas green on friday, fuck it was heaven in the myer horowitz. I LOVE HIM!!!!!! :):):) wow dallas you are amazing, sing to me allll the time haha. i gotta go though cause tristans going to be here shortly. peace out loveeeee xrobynx